i've always wanted to be someone worth writing a song about.
the reason i've never liked introductions is because they never do anyone justice.
in fact, words never do anyone justice.
but i'll give it a try.
i'm best friends with god
because sometimes we sit on the bathroom floor together and talk about how everything's going to be okay and how i should be praying for my parents because they're trying just as hard as i am
it's a common thing for girls to say, 'i want to be a mom' but i really, genuinely do. in the middle of my soul-searching and my traveling, at some point at least six years from now, i want to have kids and i want to be best friends with them. we'll watch weird movies and i'll read them poetry every night and we'll be that really weird family down the street that everyone is confused by. i'm pretty confident that my future family is going to be awesome.
i share a birthday with adolf hitler and shakespeare
and a personality type with mark twain, robin williams, julie andrews and dr. seuss
i'm an introvert masquerading as an extrovert and sometimes it's the other way around
i've never been married before
but that doesn't mean the love i've felt hasn't been real
(just so you know if you're convinced teenage love can't ever be real. guess what. i'm convinced it's possible and he broke my heart over a year ago. so take that. hah.)
anyways.
the best day of my life was on my friend's birthday and we went around the alpine loop
because something about the canyons and the fresh air helps me pull my life together
and realize that everything matters and nothing does
but it's the now that's most important
i'm not who i want to be yet, but i'm on my way there.
i'm still fighting mediocrity and social norms but up until now, i've had both hands tied behind my back. watch out, normality because i'm a fighter.
Someday i'll be running through the rain and someday i'll hand out love letters to strangers and someday i'll drive up the canyon with someone i love and we'll name all the stars and someday i'll tell a stranger my life story. (you've gotten pieces of it)
i've been anonymous and i'm more than a little scared
but i've always been afraid of doing what's easy instead of doing what i really want
and now it's time to face my fears
so no, my name isn't delilah
greetings pleasant grove, cedar hills, new york city, atlanta, chicago, russia, wherever you come from and wherever you go,
my name is rylie fugal
and hopefully i'll see you around
xx
rylie [delilah piper]
"i'm best friends with god
ReplyDeletebecause sometimes we sit on the bathroom floor together and talk about how everything's going to be okay and how i should be praying for my parents because they're trying just as hard as i am"
i love this stanza and how you revealed.
hi.
This was one of the most lovely reveals I have read so far.
ReplyDeleteMy darling, you are extraordinary. How nice it is to finally meet you.
The part about introverts and extroverts was awesome.
ReplyDeleteThis was complete.
Also, the birthdays. Yes.
RYLIE YESSSSSS I love your blog so much!!!!!!!!! And I love you so much. I love the simplicity and the little things about you that make you... you. so so so so so good. I agree with Annelis Marie too. amazing stuff.
ReplyDeleteoh my goodness. you are an EXCELLENT writer. seriously. goals.
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"i'm an introvert masquerading as an extrovert"
me too.
also
I haven't met you in person but I feel like we'd be good friends. good to meet you, rylie.
"i've always wanted to be someone worth writing a song about"
ReplyDeleteNice to meet you Rylie! I love reading your blog and this was a fantastic reveal.
Man, I adore this :) I feel like I can relate to you a lot. Especially about the personality types ;) and the introvert part. Ah! It's nice to meet you....even though we are in the same class :)
ReplyDeletegreat blog! great reveal! great person!
ReplyDeleteNice to meet you rylie. I've always been a fan of your stuff. Beautiful
ReplyDeleteNo way!! Rylie this is amazing! Your words are some of my favorite to read and you're one of my favorite people
ReplyDeletethis was written so beautifully. you are amazing and your blog is amazing. i love your writting
ReplyDeleteokay this was a perfectly beautiful reveal. I loved the parts about the introvert/extrovert.
ReplyDeletethis is amazing. nice to meet you Rylie:)
Sitting with God on the bathroom floor.
ReplyDeleteAnd the extrovert/introvert line might be the most relatable thing I've read on the blogs, and exactly what I wish I had said over all this time, just like that.
Your writing is so relatable and I think that's because it's honest. It's impressive. Keep being rylie and keep being Delilah and keep being you please.
i loved this. like really, the beginning was sooo amazing, everything about it, just wow. i love your blog!
ReplyDeleteRylie, stop being so good at everything. It's making me insecure
ReplyDelete!!! if anyone is good at everything darling, it's you. remember that time you wrote a prime smash poem in an hour? yup. good times.
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ReplyDeleteSomeday i'll be running through the rain and someday i'll hand out love letters to strangers and someday i'll drive up the canyon with someone i love and we'll name all the stars and someday i'll tell a stranger my life story. (you've gotten pieces of it)
this line made my insides all knotted together and i LOVE your blog. keep writing because you'll keep inspiring people
Loved every sentence of this post and your blog has been one of my all time favorites and you're just an incredible human all around so keep up the good work
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